When in Rome?? That doesn't fit this much...COOL SONG THOUGH

I was born in Miami, Florida (this is one of the reasons the dolphins are my team what what yeah boy) and moved to like St. Louis for a month or so before moving down here to Texas. We lived in Irving, Garland, Carrollton, and who knows who else before I was 6. We ended up staying in Carrollton where I lived until I turned about 18 or 19. Thats when my need for change kicked in. Since then I've lived in Dallas by the High Five and in Richardson...and addison. I recently moved back to Carrollton only finding that i want to now get out of Texas all together. I am trying to save up enough money so i can go with my grandma and grandpa on the yearly trip to Europe. I went when i was like 13 but I want to go now that im older and can appreciate it better. Ive thought about going with them and then just being like...nah i think ill stay here whenever its time to board the plane back to dallas. Oddly enough i have really really been interested in moving to Idaho. I think i mention that in an earlier blog. I went to http://www.visitidaho.org/ and WOW talk about pretty. My friend said yeah your going to move there and get bored and i was like whatever i can entertain myself dude! Who knows what will happen. As long as im happy. That is all im worried about now. I know it sounds selfish but my whole life i have put others first and worried about what everyone else thought and i wasnt true to myself. Now I can be. That doesnt mean im going to be a selfish biotch about everything...im just going to think more about the decisions i make. For example..when i go out and want to pay for everyone because they say their broke...then i go home and have to scrimp and save for the next week because i have no money. Stuff like that. I just need to listen to Mama. One thing that i have learned over the last few years is MAMA IS ALWAYS RIGHT. She brought you into this world and she CAN take you out. My mom used to always say that...actually i think she said it like last week...lol. Well anyways, I'm at work and should be working so...i guess i better get back to it. BTW I'm totally excited for December..not just for Christmas but i'll get to see my PFLBFHBD :-D. He sure is somethin special. Oh and im sending out the care package to my buddy in Iraq...Pray that he gets it, if not in time for, then on Christmas! I told him to take lots of pictures of him opening it so i can pretend im there lol. Ill be back to write some more soon. I love you, you, you, you and YOU. Especially you... ;)

-SoLOVing